there's this nagging feeling of just never having enough time.

im too split apart it feels.

this balancing act of streaming, drawing, music, cleaning, taking care of the animals, and keeping a active social life.

its just too much.

like i love each thing on its own and honestly wish i had more time for each thing.

but also damn i cant remember the last time i got eight hours of sleep.

and not because i find it hard to sleep but just because i dont have time.

i feel my brain turning off mid stream lately, my brain just, isnt here, its burned away.

but i really dont want to stay away from any of it.