wow, uh, my mood swings haha. i swear if you only know me through this diary you'd probably think im insane.

literally last night i went from going a little crazy and writing that vent post to having a chill cozy time reading some nancy drew & drawing a shitpost lol.

like i swear, overall im doing pretty good! i spend my days playing retro games i love, drawing shitposts, and making content im proud of.

i just,, have these moments. where i feel so trapped, with no way out, and everything just feels so? hopeless.

maybe i really am depressed haha, im not currently diagnosed with anything. but i do wonder sometimes if im ill.