well, im 18 now, feels the same as 17 except now i feel more gulity for the life i live lol.

due to current circumstances im stuck at home, probably for awhile, and i feel like ive accepted that im stuck here, and i feel more as peace because ive accepted it.

but damn, i thought id have a direction by now, maybe a job? but nah, im still just a lost teen.

its weird, being 15 i remember thinking id find a entry level job, maybe make a few friends?, move out & have some roommates, and finally just, *live* by 18