broke up with the bf!

augh, nothing against him, something something age gaps and being at two different stages in life.

he's a man planning retirement, owns a condo, wants kids, ect ect, and im a drunk pathetic meow meow whos biggest responsibility is remembering to feed myself. it was never gonna work.

i dont know how he could love someone like me. i offer so little. i relate so little. but figure thats my own insecurity. honestly could probably blame the failure of the relationship fully on me and just not being ready for it. sorry to him for me leading him on. i knew i didnt want something serious, just not ready.

kinda looking forward to being alone again though. something something boredom leads to new interesting doors in my life lol... thats what i tell myself at least